Herkese Merhaba<\/p>\n\n
Ameliyattan sonra on bir saat boyunca ta\u015f gibi uyudum, bu sadece g\u00f6zlerime iyi gelmedi. Duygular\u0131m olduk\u00e7a kar\u0131\u015f\u0131k. Y\u00fcksek diyoptri say\u0131m nedeniyle i\u015flem, daha d\u00fc\u015f\u00fck miyopi olanlarda oldu\u011fundan daha etkili oldu. Yani: Lazer etkisi 10 saniye s\u00fcrd\u00fc (Mesela Manus\u2019un hevesli arkada\u015f\u0131 Natascha\u2019da oldu\u011fu gibi 5 saniye de\u011fil). A\u011fr\u0131 hissetmedim. Ayr\u0131ca iyi haz\u0131rlanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, sorun bu de\u011fildi. Rahats\u0131z edici olan belki \u015fuydu: her \u015feyi g\u00f6rmek zorunda olmamd\u0131, g\u00f6zlerimi tam olarak kapatamad\u0131m. \u201cS\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f\u201d g\u00f6z k\u00fcresinin, yapay olarak a\u00e7\u0131k tutulan g\u00f6z kapa\u011f\u0131n\u0131n bask\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 hissettim. Arada g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f kayboluyor, sonra geri geliyor; bir u\u00e7a\u011f\u0131n bulutlardan ge\u00e7erkenki g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fc gibi, ard\u0131ndan renkli bir d\u00f6ng\u00fcsel yolculuk, LSD ald\u0131\u011f\u0131mda hayal etti\u011fim gibi.
Ertesi g\u00fcn: Kutsal Cuma. Kahvalt\u0131 salonunda Stille Nacht ve di\u011fer Noel ezgileri \u00e7al\u0131yor. G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015fe g\u00f6re y\u00fcksek bir Hristiyan g\u00fcn\u00fc oldu\u011funu fark etmi\u015fler ve a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131kl\u0131 olarak Bat\u0131l\u0131 misafirlere bunu bir jest olarak sunmak istemi\u015fler. T\u0131pk\u0131 bizim belki \u201cOryantal m\u00fczik\u201dle b\u00fct\u00fcn Do\u011fu\u2019yu etkilemeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmam\u0131z gibi.
Cumartesi sabah\u0131 saat be\u015fte, her zamanki gibi m\u00fcezzin bizi uyand\u0131rd\u0131; kuru kabin havas\u0131nda yap\u0131lan d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f u\u00e7u\u015fu g\u00f6zlerime iyi gelmedi. Eve vard\u0131\u011f\u0131mda ise, tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m nesneleri art\u0131k g\u00f6rme yard\u0131m\u0131 olmadan net g\u00f6rebilmenin verdi\u011fi saf bir sevin\u00e7 duygusu ya\u015fad\u0131m. G\u00fczel olan bir di\u011fer \u015fey de, art\u0131k g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn g\u00f6zl\u00fck \u00e7er\u00e7eveleriyle s\u0131n\u0131rland\u0131r\u0131lmamas\u0131. G\u00fcn\u00fcn en g\u00fczel an\u0131, sabah g\u00f6zlerimi a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131mda net g\u00f6rmek i\u00e7in \u00f6nce g\u00f6zl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcme uzanmam gerekmemesi.
Beni h\u00e2l\u00e2 biraz garip etkileyen bir \u015fey de \u015fu: G\u00f6zl\u00fcks\u00fcz aynaya bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda, annemin y\u00fcz hatlar\u0131n\u0131 bende \u00e7ok daha g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc \u015fekilde g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum. G\u00f6zl\u00fck bunu o kadar belirgin g\u00f6stermiyordu. Bu manzara kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda bir isteksizlik hissediyorum. Ama g\u00f6zlerim g\u00fczel, b\u00fcy\u00fck ve berrak. <\/p>\n\n
\u0130\u00e7ten Selamlar, Petra Paul<\/p>\n\n
<\/a>\u00d6nceki Rapor<\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/a><\/a>Sonraki Rapor<\/a><\/p>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Benim G\u00f6z Lazeri Ameliyat\u0131 Deneyimim \u2013 26 Mart 2008 \u00c7ar\u015famba tarihli rapor Herkese Merhaba Ameliyattan sonra on bir saat boyunca ta\u015f gibi uyudum, bu sadece g\u00f6zlerime iyi gelmedi. Duygular\u0131m olduk\u00e7a kar\u0131\u015f\u0131k. Y\u00fcksek diyoptri say\u0131m nedeniyle i\u015flem, daha d\u00fc\u015f\u00fck miyopi olanlarda oldu\u011fundan daha etkili oldu. Yani: Lazer etkisi 10 saniye s\u00fcrd\u00fc (Mesela Manus\u2019un hevesli arkada\u015f\u0131 Natascha\u2019da oldu\u011fu gibi 5 saniye de\u011fil). A\u011fr\u0131 hissetmedim. Ayr\u0131ca iyi haz\u0131rlanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, sorun bu de\u011fildi. Rahats\u0131z edici olan belki \u015fuydu: her \u015feyi g\u00f6rmek zorunda olmamd\u0131, g\u00f6zlerimi tam olarak kapatamad\u0131m. \u201cS\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f\u201d g\u00f6z k\u00fcresinin, yapay olarak a\u00e7\u0131k tutulan g\u00f6z kapa\u011f\u0131n\u0131n bask\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 hissettim. Arada g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f kayboluyor, sonra geri geliyor; bir u\u00e7a\u011f\u0131n bulutlardan ge\u00e7erkenki g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fc gibi, ard\u0131ndan renkli bir d\u00f6ng\u00fcsel yolculuk, LSD ald\u0131\u011f\u0131mda hayal etti\u011fim gibi. Lazer korneaya bir kesik a\u00e7\u0131yor, bu kesik k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir b\u0131\u00e7akla kald\u0131r\u0131l\u0131yor, ard\u0131ndan lazer alt\u0131ndaki kornea tabakas\u0131n\u0131 yak\u0131yor, b\u00f6ylece gelen \u0131\u015f\u0131k d\u00fczg\u00fcn bir \u015fekilde odaklan\u0131yor ve art\u0131k retinada hayat boyunca bulan\u0131k olan g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fc yerine net bir g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fc olu\u015fuyor. Yakla\u015f\u0131k 15 dakika i\u00e7inde her \u015fey bitiyor, hasta aya\u011fa kalk\u0131yor, g\u00f6zlerini a\u00e7abiliyor ve her \u015feyi net g\u00f6r\u00fcyor. Ama g\u00f6zlerini h\u00e2l\u00e2 4 saat kapal\u0131 tutmas\u0131 ve otelde dinlenmesi s\u00f6yleniyor. Bunu da yapt\u0131, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc kendini d\u00fcnyay\u0131 hen\u00fcz hi\u00e7 bilmeyen, yeni do\u011fmu\u015f bir bebek gibi hissetti; d\u00fcnya ona a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ertesi g\u00fcn: Kutsal Cuma. Kahvalt\u0131 salonunda Stille Nacht ve di\u011fer Noel ezgileri \u00e7al\u0131yor. G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015fe g\u00f6re y\u00fcksek bir Hristiyan g\u00fcn\u00fc oldu\u011funu fark etmi\u015fler ve a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131kl\u0131 olarak Bat\u0131l\u0131 misafirlere bunu bir jest olarak sunmak istemi\u015fler. T\u0131pk\u0131 bizim belki \u201cOryantal m\u00fczik\u201dle b\u00fct\u00fcn Do\u011fu\u2019yu etkilemeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmam\u0131z gibi. G\u00f6zler bir saatlik damlalamaya ihtiya\u00e7 duyuyor, ama geri kalan zaman gezmeye ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f. Mavi Cami\u2019ye ziyaret; etrafta di\u011fer turist kalabal\u0131\u011f\u0131, ayakkab\u0131lar plastik torbalara konmu\u015f ama ba\u015f a\u00e7\u0131k b\u0131rak\u0131lm\u0131\u015f. Ard\u0131ndan Bo\u011faz turu; y\u00fcksek dalgalarda Avrupa ve Asya, Karadeniz ve Marmara Denizi aras\u0131nda sallanmak. So\u011fuk ve ya\u011fmur alt\u0131nda, g\u00f6zler korkuyla g\u00fcne\u015f g\u00f6zl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcyle korunuyor ve ard\u0131ndan Kapal\u0131\u00e7ar\u015f\u0131\u2019ya gidiliyor. Genel olarak \u0130stanbul tarihi bir alt\u0131n madeni; bug\u00fcn ise \u00e7ok yo\u011fun n\u00fcfuslu (\u0130svi\u00e7re\u2019nin \u00fc\u00e7 kat\u0131!), art\u0131k binalar\u0131n cepheleri bile parlam\u0131yor, bu da kenti samimi ve d\u00fcr\u00fcst k\u0131l\u0131yor. Bina s\u0131ralar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda zaman zaman bir harabe var; patlatmak neredeyse imk\u00e2ns\u0131z, yoksa yan binalar da zarar g\u00f6r\u00fcr. Bir\u00e7ok ki\u015fi Avrupa taraf\u0131nda \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor, Asya taraf\u0131nda ya\u015f\u0131yor; Asya taraf\u0131 daha ya\u015fanabilir, ye\u015fil ve bak\u0131ml\u0131. \u0130ki k\u0131tay\u0131 birbirine ba\u011flayan asma k\u00f6pr\u00fcler s\u00fcrekli trafikle t\u0131kal\u0131, yollar da ayn\u0131 \u015fekilde; metro a\u011f\u0131 h\u00e2len en canl\u0131 b\u00f6lge olan Taksim\u2019de geli\u015ftirilmi\u015f. \u0130stanbul, uluslar\u0131n ve hatta farkl\u0131 inan\u00e7 gruplar\u0131n\u0131n kayna\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir eriyik pota gibi. Cumartesi sabah\u0131 saat be\u015fte, her zamanki gibi m\u00fcezzin bizi uyand\u0131rd\u0131; kuru kabin havas\u0131nda yap\u0131lan d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f u\u00e7u\u015fu g\u00f6zlerime iyi gelmedi. Eve vard\u0131\u011f\u0131mda ise, tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m nesneleri art\u0131k g\u00f6rme yard\u0131m\u0131 olmadan net g\u00f6rebilmenin verdi\u011fi saf bir sevin\u00e7 duygusu ya\u015fad\u0131m. G\u00fczel olan bir di\u011fer \u015fey de, art\u0131k g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn g\u00f6zl\u00fck \u00e7er\u00e7eveleriyle s\u0131n\u0131rland\u0131r\u0131lmamas\u0131. G\u00fcn\u00fcn en g\u00fczel an\u0131, sabah g\u00f6zlerimi a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131mda net g\u00f6rmek i\u00e7in \u00f6nce g\u00f6zl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcme uzanmam gerekmemesi. Tuhaf ama her \u015feyin ne kadar \u00e7abuk normal hale geldi\u011fi ilgin\u00e7. Baz\u0131lar\u0131 art\u0131k eskisinden \u00e7ok daha fazla g\u00f6rd\u00fcklerini s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor; benim i\u00e7in durum b\u00f6yle de\u011fil, ama art\u0131k g\u00f6zl\u00fcks\u00fcz de eskisi kadar net g\u00f6rebiliyorum. Miyopim kas\u0131tl\u0131 olarak tamamen d\u00fczeltilmedi, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc ileri ya\u015ftay\u0131m ve aksi takdirde ya\u015fa ba\u011fl\u0131 uza\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6rememe daha h\u0131zl\u0131 ba\u015flard\u0131. Ancak uza\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u00fcks\u00fcz rahat\u00e7a g\u00f6rebiliyorum. \u015eu an h\u00e2l\u00e2 yetersiz olan \u015fey yak\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f. Yani okumada her \u015fey bulan\u0131k g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyor ve umar\u0131m hemen bir okuma g\u00f6zl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne ihtiya\u00e7 duymam. Doktor beni bu konuda sakinle\u015ftirdi ve bunun ilk birka\u00e7 g\u00fcn i\u00e7in normal oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yledi. Beni h\u00e2l\u00e2 biraz garip etkileyen bir \u015fey de \u015fu: G\u00f6zl\u00fcks\u00fcz aynaya bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda, annemin y\u00fcz hatlar\u0131n\u0131 bende \u00e7ok daha g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc \u015fekilde g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum. G\u00f6zl\u00fck bunu o kadar belirgin g\u00f6stermiyordu. Bu manzara kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda bir isteksizlik hissediyorum. Ama g\u00f6zlerim g\u00fczel, b\u00fcy\u00fck ve berrak. \u0130\u00e7ten Selamlar, Petra Paul \u00d6nceki Rapor Sonraki Rapor<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"parent":4243,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"_joinchat":[],"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-4414","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/medicaltravel.at\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/4414","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/medicaltravel.at\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/medicaltravel.at\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/medicaltravel.at\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/medicaltravel.at\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4414"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/medicaltravel.at\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/4414\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4415,"href":"https:\/\/medicaltravel.at\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/4414\/revisions\/4415"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/medicaltravel.at\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/4243"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/medicaltravel.at\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4414"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}